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Wednesday, June 30, 2010
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Boo ! (:

so long no blog le .

i this few days lazy + busyy ,

busyy slackinqq (:

LOL ><

I HATE SCHOOL LURHHS !

I HATE NETBALL TOO ! _l_

I HATE LIFE EVEN MOREE !~

haiis ,

im crazyyy -.-

but 2 things i love ,

I LOVE MY BOYF ! <3

I LOVE MY SISTERS TOO ! <3

have been slacking this few days after school ,

nvr go training ..

i dont like the training lurhhs ,

damn what lorhhs -.-

no mood post le luhhs !

byebye ! ...

Sunday, June 27, 2010
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This post is for my sisters & my bii :D

Sisters ;

we had been together for so long ! (:

really enjoyed the time being wif youu guys !

youu guys really brighten up my day ! <3

we helped one another no matter what .

youu guyys are always here for me helping me always !

youu guyys are like my happy pill :D

May ; my dearest mummy :D

youu changed alot ! :D

changed as in the good way ,

youu are more understanding now !

youu help me alot .

& you are more cheerful now :D

& more crazy !

& growing stronger day by day (:

i like it :D

Lupiing ; my dearest darling !

thanks for always being there for me when i need youu ,

youu help me solve problems (:

youu always disiao me ><

youu always cheer me up :D

getting even crazier this time :D

love it ! :D

Kolistar ; wahhhh , my nuer .

vehh naughty !

cheyy !

kai wan siao luhhs :D

youu are more understanding now :D

also always disiao me too ,

also vehh crazy !

& laugh more ya ! <3

girl , go get a life wif a boy man ! :D

goodluck horhhs ! :D

hee ! ~

Bii ; how i wish i will die ,

or maybe i wish that we will never ever meet ,

so tat i will not give youu any trouble .

but i relly cant live without youu .

i can even die for youu .

but maybe someday , i have no choice but to leave youu .

but please remember i love youu no matter what (:

or maybe , i just have to pretend .

pretend that youu never exist in the world .

trying hard to pretend that i dont love youu .

but trust me , i do for a reasonn ..

i wish that youu're mine forever & ever .

if youu wanna die , let me die wif youu .

maybe fate let us be together ,

i will cherish every moment wif youu ,

baby , iloveyouu ! :D

Saturday, June 26, 2010
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hello peeps ! (:

here to post againn !

today nothing muchh bahhs .

luping & kolistar come my house .

they bought me orea thick !

my favorite ! :D

thanks ya !

then they use my com search red house & old changi hospital .

vehh funny lorhhs ,

thn lupiing keep disiao me x.x

after tat they went home at 5 plus ..

thn i using com halfway ,

bii call me to chat :D

hee ><

miss him lots ):

he working !

grrrr ~~

i love my sisters !!

May , Luping , Kolistar , QianHui , JanJan , YaoQii & Cassandra :D

hee :D

mostly ,

i love him the most ! ♥

end here bahhs !

byebye !

bii , i miss you lots .

youu busy working ..

takecare ya .

loveyouu !

Friday, June 25, 2010
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backkkk !~

got miss me ? ><

yesterday go chalet again (:

but this time round ,

no boys follow us :D

bus down to pasir ris wif koli & lupiinh first .

thn walked to chalet .

we go chalet eat cup noodles first ,

thn we go up the room talk talk .

took some pics too .

thn may come :D:D

we chit chat all this lorhhs ,

we go outside escape there wait for qianhui & yaoqii :D

they come le ,

all go in .. :D

chiong to roller coaster :D

thn go wet & wild ..

i vehh scare cos vehh high -.-

thn i try thn vehh shiok :D

i wif lupiing ><

hee ,

after tat go pirate ship ,

i nvr sit .

high uhhs !~

the play 2 rounds ..

skippp luhhs horhhs ,

after theme park go back chalet change ,

coz wet uhhs x.x

thn change le bbq .

after awhile may , qianhui & yaoqii nid to go le .

then left me luping & koli ,

thn we bye to thm ..

thn we continue bbq ,

after tat cut cake ,

play wif the cake :D

piak at serene fae (:

hee ,

fun fun ! ><

after slackked ,

thn play true or dare :D

all laugh like hell ..

stay till 10 plus thn daddy fetch me backk :D

home sweet home :D

bii , miss youu lots !

love youu ,

Thursday, June 24, 2010
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whee !~

went to chalet yesterday ! (:

had lots of funn !!

it was serene's birthday !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL ! :D

went to chalet wif bii , may , kolistar , luping , qianhui & janjan ! (:

bus down to the chalet ..

did not know where to go at first -.-"

vehh blurr x.x

find the chalet x.x

room t02 or something ..

FOUND ! (:

give serene present :D

thn we go up to the room ..

slacked there ..

we was like slacking the whole dayy ..

after tat go sea side ..

walk walk play play ,

vehh funn (:

took some pics too ..

then the jiahao come ..

after tat go back chalet awhile ,

thn go ehub (:

arcade ..

guess what happen ?

i was having gastric pain at that time -.-"

not feeling well ..

hmmm ,

thn wait for thm play finish ..

finish le go backk chalet bbq ,

thn the weicheng come o.o

thn we bbq ,

the boys upstairs using lappy ,

thn ask thm come down eat they guailan ..

only bii come down ..

kolistar ask thm come down help ,

they guailan x.x

me & luping go up ask thm eat ,

they also guailan .

aiyooo ,

suan le lorhhs .

then we eat :D

thn luping bbq :D

ahahahah !

vehh funn .

eat le thn slackk lorhhs ,

go walk walk ,

walk le ,

we girl go back chalet first ..

boys still slacking outside .

we girls talk lorhhs ..

after tat they ask we all go find thm .

we go lorhhs ,

go awhile ,

jiu go back chalet .

thn we girl all beat jiahao :D

& thn something happenn !~~~~~

------------ SKIPPED --------------

vehh interesting de ><

but cannot tell ..

after tat

we nid go le ..

11 plus le .

kolistar daddy come fetch us ..

bii they all nvr follow ,

they go their own ways ..

reached home at 12 sharp :D

end here bahhs .

bye !

bii , really enjoy being wif youu .

thanks for aways being by myside ya ,

being there for me all the time .

thankks !

loveedieeyouu !~

Tuesday, June 22, 2010
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heyy yo ! (:

backk to post ,

got miss me ? ><

this few days sickk ..

fever :X

today also nvr go netball traning .

go slackk wif sisters :D

thn bii come find me ,

hee XD

lovediehimm <3

tskkk .

had funn wif sisters today ,

although my darling luping slapped me -.-"

zzz ,

she's mad ..

after tat went to slackk wif bii & his friend fuji ..

sisters also slacking .

after tat i nid go home ,

bii send me home ! (:

hee ,

goodbye kiss lorhhs :D

kkays luhhs .

end here ,

byebye !

darling , thanks for sending me home ! <3

lovee youu .

Sunday, June 20, 2010
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backk to post ,

today wake up at 6.30 .

texted dar (:

he still at work ):

went to mac to eat ,

i did not eat anything ..

i drink milo niahhhs ,

thn wait for wong lu piing come ..

thn i go put contact lens ,

the damn contact lens cannot go in .

fuck siahh ..

after tat go bball lorhhs ,

slack for awhile ,

thn played 1 match ..

miss baby so muchhh !

after tat go moshi bbt shop slack again ,

thn go void deck ,

thn go mac ..

after tat jiu home sweet home !

today baby work until 2am .. ):

so late ..

haiis ,

i'll wait for him i guess ..

end here bahhs ,

bye !

bii , you said that youu loved me ,

& i asked youu if what youu say was true ..

youu said yes , its from the bottom of youur heartt .

i thn tell youu that i donnt wanna get hurt anyymore .

& youu said youu will nvr hurt me , but love me !

iloveyouu ♥

Saturday, June 19, 2010
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heyy ! (:

backkk ,

went to study wif luping & kolistar today at mac .

had lots of funn ,

but i miss him alot ):

today he got workk ,

haiis ,

cant text him muchh ..

sadsad ..

after we study ,

went to moshi bbt shop slackk ,

thn go to void deckk slackk ..

vehh bored lorhhs .

walao !

miss him bloody lots siahh !

asshole ,

end here bahhs .

byebye .

bii , miss you lots !~

the smile on my face is back ,

& its all because of youu .

iloveyouu .

Friday, June 18, 2010
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hellos ! (:

today went to study at mac wif ,

may , kolistar , dar & jiahao .

we study le thn go bball .

had lots of fun wif thm (:

talk alot to dar ,

after tat 5 plus they nid go work le ,

byebye to them ):

after went to slack ,

wait for hyperbaby too come ! (:

slack wif her , may & kolistar till 7 plus ! (:

after tat may left ,

thn we go mac buy iicecream ,

alot people wors ! (:

buyy le , thn went home ! ..

quarreled wif my mom ..

she not happy wif me ,

thn show me attitude .

thn i angry lorhhs -.-"

baby now working ..

hmmm ,

cant text him ):

nid wait till 11 plus or 1 plus .

im waiting ! (:

tskk ,

end here bahhs .

bye !

darling , love youu yaa ! (:

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heyyy ,

backk to post !

anybody miss me ?

tsk ,

shyyshyy XD

hmmm ,

i just know him not lonqq ,

& i get to be wif himm ,

i dont know if this relationship will last long ,

or it will just go like tat .

i'm afraid of being hurt again .

he told me tat he love me ,

but i dunno what he say was ture ..

hee ,

but i still accept himm ,

yesterday went to netball training ,

quite fun ! (:

played court game .

thn after training got slackk lorhhs ,

slack till 7 plus plus ,

reached home at 8 :D

baby i love youu ,

18.06.10

Wednesday, June 16, 2010
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hmmm ,

im learning to be strong ya ,

i'm really confused on who i love now ..

maybe i dont love anybody ,

maybe i do ..

i dunno ,

some boys said tat they love youu ,

& this is what happens in the end when the love youu ..

girl dont get love in a relationship ,

what girl get is hurtt ..

lets not talk about all this nonsense ya ,

forget about it .

really love spending my time wif my sisters & friends !

yesterday went to kolistar's house .

painted my nail purple x.x

hee !~

had lots of fun at her house !!

went home at 7 30 plus bahhs ! (:

shall end here bahhs ,

byebye .

Tuesday, June 15, 2010
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heyy peeps ,

i'm backk to post ,

this few days nothing muchh bahhs ..

just slackk slackk niahhs ,

now i'm really confused on who i love ,

i'm afraid of being in love now ..

its like ..

youu dont wish the same thing to happen in your next relationship .

youu dont wanna shed anymore tears for useless guyys ,

what to do ?

hmmmm ,

slowly overcome this fear & be strong bahhs ,

this is the only wayy .

i really wanna thanks my sisters & friends ,

they really helped me alot .

they share things wif me ,

they cheer me up ,

they give me ideas on what to do .

really really thanks alot .

although i know a thank youu is not enough ,

laii ! i give youur 1 big hug ! (:

--HUG-- !

my life is meant to be like tat ,

suck in everything ,

i cant change ..

this is what god want me to be ..

like what luping said ,

i'm confused ,

really confused .

Friday, June 11, 2010
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this's my life ..

full of colours ..

but its all nonsense ..

Thursday, June 10, 2010
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heyys ,

back to post le ..

hmmm , he's still in my heart no matter what ..

because i know i still love himm , ..

tsk ,

today went to slack ,

& i pon training .

because i hate training !

can ask the coach go suck cock :X

wahpiang ,

i dunno why i so pissed off ..

today slack de time ,

made some new frens :D

got one is name yaoqii (:

she vehhh cute ><

heee ,

my friends all brighten up my dayy ..

you guyys bring the smile on my face :D

thanks alot ya !

love you guyyys ttm ! ><

i dont know why i need him so badly noww ..

i had a real weird dreamm ..

really weird ..

hmmm ,

i guess i'm just thinking of him too muchh ..

mavis ,

stop thinking of him so muchh ..

now he's not urs .

no poinnnt ..

like what luping said ,

maybe at first ,

he don't belong to me ..

Wednesday, June 9, 2010
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alone in the dark ..

tryinqq vehh hardd to forget him ,

because i knoww he have someone he like riqht now ..

he won't come back to me ,

because it's all over ..

tsk ,

vehh down this few days ..

cried for 5 days le ..

really have to stop ,

sisters ; hmmm , really nid thanks you guyys for cheerinq me up & beinq by myside ..

thanks for helpinq me overcome everythinq ..

really thanks alot (:

friends in facebook ; really thanks ya , thanks for cheering me up too , (:

especially amirul x.x

no matter what happens

i need to be strong ,

learn to move on ..

end here bahhs ,

byebye ..

Saturday, June 5, 2010
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Have you ever heard the saying “Never regret something that made you smile” well, thats a lie.

If i would have known that things would have ended the way they did , i would have never smiled.

And for the many girls reading my site :

Haiis ,

lets not be sad about what happened ,

who we lost , or how things ended .

Things happen for a reason ,

and at times we don’t know what the reason may be .

But i promise you, “There is something always around the corner” .

And guys : Don’t cheat .

Whats the point ?

Really , if you hate the girl so much that you are willing to cheat ,

why are you still with them ?

Have a little bit of respect for these girls who would be willing to give you the world .

i cried the whole night thiinking about him .

i dont know what to do ,

If I hadn't met him ,

I wouldn’t like him .

If I hadn’t liked him ,

I wouldn’t love him .

If I wouldn’t love him ,

I wouldn’t miss him .

But I did, I do and I will .

now ,

I can’t talk to him anymore i guess ,

it’s not that I am mad at him ,

it’s just that when I talk to him I realize how much I love him and when I realize how much I love him ,

I realize I can’t have him and that makes me love him even more .

But there’s this place in me where his finger tips still rest …

his kisses still linger and his whispers softly echo…

It’s the place where a part of him will forever be a part of me.

I wonder ,

when he look into my eyes and watch my heart shatter ,

does it break his heart too ,

even crack it a little bit?

The worst way to love someone is to sit next to them ,

knowing they don’t love you back.

I was born the day I met him ,

lived a while when he loved me ,

died a little when we broke apart .

Friday, June 4, 2010
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everything's over ..
everything happened so suddenly ..
i think i'll still wait for youu ..
but i dont know how long i can wait for you ..
maybe forever ,
maybe never .
but i guess i will ..
because i know i still loveyou although you dont ..
go get the girl you love ..
& last long wif her ..
& thanks for everything ..

today's the last time i hold your hands ,
today's the last time i hugged you ,
today's the last time i kissed you ,
& today i shall let you go ..

haiiis ,
everything has ended ..
back to single life ..
haiis ,
heartbroken ..
whatever i say now ,
nothing will change ..
he will not come back to me ..
life must still go on no matter what ..
i want to thanks my sisters for being by myside helping me when i need them ..
cassandra ; really thankyou .. you let my understand what love is ..
luping ; thanks for talking to me .. & telling me what to do ..
but i'm sorry to tell you guyys the smile on my face is fake ..
i'm happy on the outside ,
but in the inside ,
i'm not ..

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everything's over .. everything happened so suddenly .. i think i'll still wait for youu .. but i dont know how long i can wait for you .. maybe forever , maybe never . but i guess i will .. because i know i still loveyou although you dont ..

go get the girl you love ..& last long wif her .. & thanks for everything ..

everything's over ..
everything happened so suddenly ..
i think i'll still wait for youu ..
but i dont know how long i can wait for you ..
maybe forever ,
maybe never .
but i guess i will ..
because i know i still loveyou although you dont ..

go get the girl you love ..
& last long wif her ..
& thanks for everything ..